Confessions

I pretend to be happy on social media. Perfect photos, motivational captions, 'living my best life' stories. In reality, I haven't left my room in 3 days, I eat once a day, and I talk to my plant because it's the only thing that doesn't judge me. The plant is dying too. We're both trying our best.

Roz subah 5 baje uthke 'productive morning routine' ki reel banata hoon. Shoot karne ke baad wapas so jaata hoon dopahar tak. Followers ko lagta hai main disciplined hoon. Bhai main sirf camera ke liye disciplined hoon, real life mein alarm 12 baar snooze karta hoon.

I talk to myself. Full conversations — arguments, pep talks, interviews, award acceptance speeches. Sometimes I even disagree with myself and have proper debates. My roommate caught me once debating both sides of pineapple on pizza. I said I was on a call. She knows I wasn't.